...

hmmm. MILDLY INSANE RIGHT NOW, AS IN I FEEL THAT WAY, AND "I" MEANS "ME..." so I probably shouldn't be writing this entry. 8'D no, I know I just... shouldn't be I feel so scattered like earlier when I tried to write an entry I went from talking about relationships to Cheese-itz in the span of a second. It feels like what it usually feels like, as in feeling insane, as in feeling like ME. but... ...there's something else to it. I feel like I'm tap, tap, tapdancing~! not that anyone knows what I mean. ;D

but at the same time?? i don't mind it. i just need to type whether or not it makes any "sense," you see??

SO HERE I GO.

First order of business: being a writer is awfully useless when you've misplaced your words.

I'm sure some of you know what I mean, not losing documents or working hard on something and then misplacing it in your room or... something, I mean... literally misplacing words. You sit down and you feel all these words writhing around in your brain that could help you express something, whatever that something IS, and then you start to type even the first letter and they've relocated to some part of your brain that you don't have access to.

You can feel the makings of a great poem, like an earworm but in the brain, in the fingers. You can feel the rainbow icicles. You can feel the moon in the evening sky. You can feel false apocalyptic alarms, all these things you want to write about, but they've relocated and closed you off, the ungrateful ~~BASTARDS.~~

for once, you are without words. it's not a writer's block, because the idea is there. but the words aren't.

a writer without words is a pretty useless writer. OH WELL, IT'LL COME TO ME.

...

maybe Colugo will help.

LMFSMFMFM

i don't even want to LISTEN!! to Colugo, so I'm just going to put my library on instead ;33 I'm so clever.

in fact?? i've decided that i can't write an entry. nope. Feel too ALL OVER the place 8D

so HAVE A GUESS THE SONG MEME INSTEAD.

Dear Prudence...

( Look around, 'round, 'round, 'round, 'ROUND. )

OKAY, WELL.

I keep remembering things I want to say and then just like... forgetting... them.

oh, well, this: I am writing a RAINBOW BOOK. IT'S GOING TO BE ABOUT RAINBOWS. STAY TUNED.

okay, bye.

...

EDIT~!!: btw, I'm sick again. what am I DOING to myself??

...bye AGAIN. *WHISPERS*

Imeem is a part of Myspace now. Imeem as we once knew it is dead. I am MORE PISSED ABOUT THIS THAN... 8D ANYONE SHOULD BE, AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE JUST HAD SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL ~~RIPPED AWAY~~ FROM ME. wow. LMFAOOOOOOO!!

...

AAAAAND

THE FATHER FINALLY HAS A JOB. An actual factual JOB that will actually PAY him MONEY~!! He's been searching for about one or two years. :D I feel like... a very HAPPY THING!! this is very good, yes, ~~SUPER~~ super super *FLOATS*

...

Things to feel neutral about:

I took naps. Twice. THIS IS ONLY NEUTRAL BECAUSE MY BODY NEEDED IT. BADLY.


BASICALLY?? my life evens out pretty well. ;D

Now, back to writing.

...yyyes. Well, okay--my birthamaday was NOT nearly as sickening as I thought it'd be. ;D I despise the fact that I am a year older, yes. Birthday calls are annoying. 8'D Plus, ~~my~~ birthday is on my parents' wedding anniversary. ...my separated, bitter parents' wedding anniversary. :D Which, as I'm sure you can imagine, makes for some fuuuuuntimez~! They did a good job at putting that aside, just for today, though. And the family was actually TOGETHER. <33 nothing exploded!!

I stayed up until three or four AM battling the sandman and listening to music. D8 I typed a message on Facebook to Cookie that I don't even remember typing LMFAOOOOO!! So by the time I waved my white flag and climbed into bed with Felix curled up beside me (much to the Sandman's pleasure, I would imagine 3<), I was so out of it I barely knew what was going on. Sleep actually came fairly ~~QUICKLY~~ and PAINLESSLY, this time!!

WAKING UP, HOWEVER, ~~DID NOT.~~

...I woke UP groaning, and once I realized what day it was, I didn't quit. LMFAOOOO. Felix cheered me up a little, by being positively adorable and snuggling up against me and purring like a purring whatsit. :'3 My throat hurt and I was leaking from my NOSE, but that, coupled with hot chocolate with ~~real candy cane pieces in it~~ and "Seinfeld" helped a little. ...I still stumbled back to bed as soon as my body let me, though (IT CONTROLS THESE THINGS NOT ME D8).

AND THIS TIME, WAKING UP WAS EVEN MORE PAINFUL. oh, good lord. LMFAOOOOO. I woke up to the father saying something about birthdays and wedding anniversaries and pestering me about whether or not I had any last-minute requests and etc. etc., in a VERY LOUD VOICE. I kept telling him to leave me alone, because I srsly just wanted to sleep, but he wouldn't shut up, so eventually I told him I wanted to punch him in the face. *THUMBS UP* ...by the time he left, my body had decided it wanted to get up again. 8'D I was a little pissed off.

...BUT I GOT OVER IT!! with the help of Dan Deacon music ~~and~~ frozen Junior Mints the sibling had apparently been saving for me. :3

The sibling tried to convince me that the father had gotten me PURPLE SKINNY JEANS for my birthday, and I was just ~~CONFUSED~~ for awhile there. LMFAOOOOOO!! because whenever she wears skinny jeans I just talk about how ridiculous it looks, and SURE I like purple, but... ...skinny jeans, really?? ...but the mother told me I wasn't and the sibling was just trying to mess with me. I couldn't let her know I KNEW she was screwing with me, though, because that would have ruined her fun. 8D

OH!! AND THE MOTHER STARTED TO BAKE ME A CAKE. a DELICIOUS HOMEMADE CHOCOLATE OREO CAKE that also helped me hate everything less. *FLOUNCES* I got to lick the bowls and baking whatsits and EVERYTHING it was great. *FLAILFLAILFLAIL* my mother's homemade cake kicks your mother's homemade cake's ass, LET ME TELL YOU. ahaha.

The chaos at home died DOWN a little once the sibling's boyfriend Connor got here. A fact: Connor is practically part of our family by now, it's ~~WEIRD.~~ LMFAOOOOO!! Also, he has a wonderful taste in music, sings Beatles songs with me while everyone else is trying to eat their dinner, and... he apparently has a twisted sense of humor too! Keeping these things in mind... I SHOWED HIM "SUPERJAIL!". I have converted yet another, and my RAINBOWRIFFIC SUPER ARMY IS ~~SLOWLY~~ GROWING. I AM SATISFIED. *SALUTES* ...I plan on shoving "Jake and Amir" in his face, at some point.

SO WE OCCUPIED OURSELVES WITH THAT WHILE THE SIBLING AND THE MOTHER were getting ready to go out to dinner. And then we were off to Big Apple Pizza~! Which hasn't played as big of a part in my life as Litza's, but it's a much smaller place and the sibling never lets us go there otherwise. LMFAO. We brought the cake and the presents, and I was still kind of exhausted but thankfully in okay spirits by this point.

THEIR GARLIC KNOTS ARE ~~~~SPECTACULAR~~~~ BTW

OH MY TKEFSDLFSFL

.... hello, I am Italian at heart. :'3 LMFAO.

We decided to open presents BEFORE our pizza and calzones and etc. etc., so I wouldn't get everything GREASY.

HERE'S WHAT I GOT, since the only thing birthamadays are good for is being materialistic:

~"Far" by Regina Spektor and "Midwinter Graces" by Tori Amos from the mother~! (<3333 I SQUEAKED. LMFAOOOOO.)
~349429249 iTunes gift cards. (D8 THANK GOD. Black Moth Super Rainbow, Noe Venable and Dan Deacon, here I come~!)
~"Alice in Wonderland" clothes from Hot Topic~! From the father and aunt Merry. A Cheshire cat jacket... thing. And... something else I FORGET BUT SHH
~A purple shirt from Aunt Shontae. :D Which I am wearing riiiight now.
~Purple and red shirts from the grandmother, PLUS money. ;3
~A documentary on Woodstock from the father~!! (I DID MY FWAPPY LUCILLE ARMS AT THE TABLE AND EVERYONE LAUGHED LMFAOOOO)
~A book called "Inside the Criminal Mind" from the father, which I started reading at the table~~!! (...I COULDN'T PUT IT DOWN OKAY EVEN THE INTRODUCTION WAS SO FASCINATING)
~"Batman: The Animated Series" on DVD from the father~! YES THE ENTIRE SERIES. (MY THOUGHTS BASICALLY WENT LIKE THIS: "!!!! KFSKFSFLSFL" BECAUSE HE TOLD ME, PRIOR TO THAT, THAT HE DIDN'T THINK IT WAS AVAILABLE ON DVD ANYMORE. D8 ...I wasn't expecting it. IT WAS GREAT. AHAHAHA :3)
~A... massage... shiatsu machine thing, for my poor back. FROM THE FATHER. (...LMFAO I!!!! started LAUGHING SO HARD AND NO ONE COULD FIGURE OUT WHY. it was ace <3333)
~A DVD collection of... performances by someone named Victor Borge, whom I've never heard of. FROM THE FATHER. ...I THINK IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE SOMETHING LIKE "COMEDY MEETS CLASSICAL" SO I AM EXCITED 8D
~MORE JUNIOR MINTS FKSFKLFK
~"The Sims 3" from the sibling! :D (She was SO EXCITED for it because she bought it with her OWN WORK MONEY. LMFAO. I was too. <33)


AAAAND I THINK THAT'S IT. ...the sibling really DID try to trick me with that skinny jeans thing, though, and I think my father was in on it, because he brought in this bag from Hot Topic and was all, "This is something you've NEVER GOTTEN BEFORE. 8D" ... so I opened it and there were these ginormous jeans inside and I was like "....what these aren't... even purple DDD8?? *CONFUSION?*"

AND HE WAS LIKE "OH OOPS IT LOOKS LIKE THESE ARE MY SIZE."

AND THEN THE SIBLING WAS LIKE "I GUESS THAT'S NOT THE ACTUAL PRESENT"

AND I WAS JUST LIKE "........ WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!!"

...that's when she gave me "The Sims 3." LMFAO.

And the candles on my birthday cake were all odd and Suessy and colourful and twisted. The grandmother said they reminded her of me. <3333333

SO YES, it wasn't a bad day!! ;D at all. ...and I CRACKED UP over something in the car to the point of TEARS, but now I can't remember what it was. LMSFMFFSMFSM. I woke up in a terrible mood but :'3 it turned itself 'round, so that's good~! The mother's boyfriend even tried to ruin it by being stupid and getting mad at my mother for not answering her phone while we were doing birthday things, but I didn't let that SPOIL ANYTHING.


oh BTW

Kerry made me ~~THIS~~ for my birthday.

I TOLD HER SHE WAS MY FAVOURITE PERSON. ;DD LMFAOOOOOO.

...here's to a good year, I GUESS?? I dreaded this year, and then it HAPPENED and it was GLORIOUS!! so who knows. um.

THE SIMS 3 IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS, ACTUALLY. BYE.

...

oh wait, before I forget: HAPPY (...WELL, BELATED NOW) DEATHDAY, MOZIE~!! I will use my Mozart icon in your honour. <333

OH, AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, FRIENDS. even if I hardly knew what to do with them all. AHEM.

*SKIPS OFF*

FDJKSFKFSK

FSJKFSKFSK

FSJKKFKSFKFSKSFK

...

ahem.

Let's try this AGAIN.

...

Dear Sibling Plus Friend,

I have tried to tell you, MANY times, that I am not comfortable watching Cookie's siblings with NO PRIOR NOTICE OR WARNING. 8'D I have TOLD you that this has to stop, you can't just FORCE kids on me when you are the ones who brought them OVER HERE and they are COOKIE'S SIBLINGS. My SIBLING'S FRIEND'S BROTHER AND SISTER. ...and maybe

maybe??

maybe I would understand more if you were CLEANING. 8'D If you were BUSY.

yes

but... no. You are watching home videos out on our television. YOU ARE WATCHING TELEVISION

OO I AM JUST

SO ANGRY THAT I FEEL LIKE

OGDKSFLFFF;;;

YOU brought your brother over, Cookie. YOU TAKE CARE OF HIM. COOKIE IS ~~YOUR~~ FRIEND, SIBLING, YOU TAKE CARE OF HIM

STOP FORCING CHILDREN ON ME

JUST STOP IT

UGH

UGJFKSLDFSLFSF

FS
FS
FS
SF
SFFS
FSFS

S

...

When the boy leaves, I'll let you HAVE it.

I don't even get a thank you. You won't acknowledge that I am BABYSITTING. You won't pay me.

i am...

LIVID. LMFAO I COULD JUST... OOO I COULD JUST!!!!!

ffff you people are dangerously close to invoking my wrath. I'll just say that.

...

TTFN. *SMILES*

...or not. ;D Actually, idk. This is just my first time on the Internet in a few days and I am so beside myself with INTERWEBZ-DEPRIVATION that I hardly know what to do! LMFAOOOOO. ...um

SO WHERE HAVE I BEEN, you ask?? maybe you ask, idk my bff jail. ...or maybe not. Either way, I'm telling you. I don't know I'm so scattered today help me D8 ...well, I am telling you, th--OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET'S JUST BEGIN THIS THING. while Woody Woodpecker cackles at me. *COUGH*

8'D I was KICKED OUT OF MY HOUSE!! ...well, kind of. The mother just ~~had~~ to flounce off to see her boyfriend Brad the day after Thanksgiving, and the father had to petsit our Great Dane, Paris, and this woman Mia's Great Dane, Lenny. ...so we had to stay over there. 8D At Mia's. The mother told me I could bring her laptop with me, but... ...no one knew the password to access Mia's Internet (...should I be capitalizing that? I don't care), so I basically wrote the entire time. ;D

LMFAO it's okay, though~!! ;3 I got along fine. Cookie went with the sibling and the father and I to the Gateway mall, and we basically just walked around and... D8 looked at shoes and clothes. yick. It wasn't exactly FUN, but... later, when Cookie and I were in the car alone, we talked and I discovered we had OODLES in common!!

...well maybe not oodles but LMFAOOOOO I told her I thought we ~~thought~~ a lot alike, and I thought that was GREAT, because it's difficult to find people to connect with sometimes. She said she agreed~! And she started talking about how, when she tries to describe things, people didn't understand her... BUT I DID. LMFAO. And I TOLD her so. I told her I once told the father he smelled like Costco and got laughed at. I told her that songs have certain scents and colours and she AGREED!! Just two people with synesthesia, talking in the car~... She told me it was only difficult for me to make friends because I was INTELLIGENT and people didn't know what to think of that. ;'3 We talked for awhile, and it was... JUST SUPER LMFAO!! <333

...BUT THEN SHE HAD TO GO HOME D8

The next day, really, was the more EVENTFUL day. We went back to the mall and saw "Blind Side," which was pretty good~! And then we went to Hot Topic and the sibling found this outrageous black top hat and got all excited. "This was ~~MADE~~ FOR YOU. 8D" she said. I tried it on, but it was TOO TIGHT. 3< The sibling was all disappointed for me, but I said she didn't have to worry, because I had a perfectly good purple top hat at home/ ... or . ;DD or !! 8'D

And we went to BARNES 'N' NOBLE, TOO (...after the sibling shopped for shoes again ughjhkhkh D8 she did get shoes with rainbows on them, so I hate her less), and the father got me the newest "Discworld" book as an ~~early birthday present~~ because it was HALF OFF. LMFAOOOOO.

I drove the sibling insane while she was looking at the books in the "teen" section, though.

Me: ...HEY SIBLING

Sibling: *TRYING TO READ* =|

Me: ...HEY. HEY ~~SIBLING~~ *WHISPER*

Sibling: ...*STILL TRYING TO READ*

Me: HEY. HEY SAV. 8'D *WHISPERWHISPER*

Sibling: ....3< what.

Me: ...COME HERE I HAVE TO WHISPER SOMETHING TO YOU

Guy Reading Books Across From Us: ...=|?

Sibling: 3< *STORMS OVER* WHAT.

Me: ...*WHISPERS* firstly, oh sheesh. ;DD

Sibling: ....UGH *SIGH*

Me: SECONDLY!! ...I need to urinate. D8

Sibling: SFKJSSFK THEN GO

Me: ...D8

...I'm really obnoxious, it's FUN!! for me anyway. :D I bet the man across the way from us liked me. Or wanted me to shut up, LMFAO. I'm not sure which. ...well, everyone likes me, so. Maybe I am. LMFDSSMFSMFS um

OH!! And she was so angry over something and I just started CRACKING UP and she turned to me FUMING. "...WHAT. 33<" and I just kept laughing and so then finally I choked out, "...It's just so FUNNY when you're angry!!" and she almost smacked me. And I was like, "NO IT IS WHEN YOU'RE INJURED TOO I JUST HAVE ~~NO IDEA~~ WHY!! LMFAOOOOOOOOOO LMFMFFMFM LMFDKSLFSLFLSF" and she was like, "...That is so RUDE LMFAO *CRACKS UP TOO*"

Basically I TORTURED her the whole time. LMFAO it's okay, though, she tortures me too. ;D Don't worry. You only hear about how annoying ~~I~~ am because when I'm annoying it's hilarious. ...yes, I'm sure that's it. WOW I WONDER SOMETIMES.

We also had a mildly ~~srs~~ talk about our views on life. She said that she was a cynic, so whenever I was happy it made her mad. 8'D I told her that I practically vomited rainbows, so I couldn't blame her, and she was like "...ugh that makes me mad too. 3<" She said I was such an optimist that it was IRKSOME, basically.

HONESTLY, THOUGH?? it's true LMFAO. The most frequent compliment I get from people isn't "Wow, I love your writing! 8D" or anything like that, it's "...You are the most upbeat person I KNOW." LMFAOOOOOO. people are always so awed by my... ~~joy.~~ or energy. idk which. The mother says she's never met anyone more optimistic than me, and I remember Cookie told me one time when I was stuck out in the rain while they were in the car that I was such an optimistic person. ...because I told her it was okay and I LOVED THE RAIN!!! 8'D

Even people who've JUST MET ME pick up on my joy. ...well, anyway, she talked about how she had a cynical view on life and people and didn't understand how I could be so HAPPY, and I just kind of cocked my head to the side and I said, "...I don't understand YOU." LMFAO. I still don't. It's so easy to be HAPPY, really, it's not nearly as difficult as people make it out to be! Anyway.

Interacting with the sibling made everything that much more INTERESTING. I still missed all of you terribly, though. :3

AND THEN, WE WENT AND SAW CHRISTMAS LIGHTS down... *COUGH* AT TEMPLE SQUARE, yesterday. They had these bags that were all lit up and the lights spelled out words like "love" and "light" and "joy" in other languages! :D It was neat. AND I SAW PURPLE LIGHTS ONCE <3333

...but then, since we were freezing, the father made us go inside this... D8 Mormon place. And the people singing were ~~really good,~~ but I felt so OUT OF PLACE. I mostly just daydreamed. :D And the mother called from the airport, so I talked to her. I told her that we were inside some kind of CHURCHY PLACE AND I WAS SO BORED and she laughed.

AND THEN KSFFSLFLFSFLSF THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY LIFE!!

we went and got coffee at this ADORABLE coffee place, and it was just... <3333 ff not nearly as expensive as Starbucks, and BETTER. I had a gingerbread latte whatsit, and the sibling didn't want to finish her "Karmel Sutra" (YES THAT'S WHAT IT WAS CALLED AJKADKD), so I had it. and I asked the father if I could have HIS too, and he said he didn't want me to get TOO hyped up.

so I said, "...fine. 3':"

we talked about... my birthday some 8D;;; ugkfk um... ew. LMFAOOOOOOOOO that's just

ffff I could barely imagine myself being THIS AGE, now it's like. ...ew. :'D

AHAHA i just had a spasm in my foot. I wonder if the thought of my birthday being soon is to blame. oh well. I could be older. the problem is, I WILL be. someday. and I HATE THEM BEES. ...sorry, I need to stop listening to this song, but. ...8D uhhhh you know what?? i'll make the best out of it. ;D It'll be Mozie's deathday, anyway, so we might do something for him.

or... WELL WHATEVER THE POINT IS

I HAD A DECENT TIME, BUT I AM HOME NOW. WITH FELIX THE CAT AND DECENT MUSIC. And I'm GLAD~!!

I WILL PROBABLY BE OFF, NOW. need to catch up on friends' journal entries! :'3 Ta-ta~!

JUST WHAT THE SUBJECT TITLE SAYS
okay no


first I WILL TRY TO CALM DOWN. 8'D AND EXPLAAAAAAIN. it probably won't work FKSFSLFLF best album ever okay ahem AHEM once upon a time, there was a fellow named ME. this fellow... LMFAO heard a song called "Trippy Green Skull" thanks to last.fm (I owe that website SO MUCH) and really, really LOVED IT. This fellow got addicted to it and posted it here there and everywhere! :D And put it on playlists. But it never really occurred to this fellow to check the REST of the album out.

...UNTIL TODAY.

Many a-success story about DISCOVERING MUSIC have began this way, BECAUSE LAST.FM IS JUST THAT SUPER. ;DD

but this?? THIS IS DIFFERENT. I am FAR from being kidding, my friends. That album by the Books? It's GOOD, but it's not FKSFKS!!! ...THIS GOOD. <3333 NOT THIS DAMN GOOD.

Very few albums are THIS GOOD. This album, upon my FIRST LISTEN, earned a place on my FAAAAVOURITE FAVOURITE ALBUMS LIST.

I am already SMITTEN. with this album. JUST... just SMITTEN.

SO CHECK IT OUT OR DIE. OR AT LEAST... D8 HAVE TERRIBLE SOUP THROWN ON YOU:

Link to the entire WONDERFUL thing~!

"Spiderman of the Rings" by Dan Deacon. SUPERNESS, ACENESS, ELECTRONIC HAPPY NONSENSE AND ~~MADNESS~~!!! it's just... ...it's up there with all of Colugo's music. <33333 If you HATE it, it will drive you insane. ...IF YOU LIKE IT, IT WILL ANYWAY. <33333 *HUGS IT!!* THIS is my kind of music, friends.

let's just call this my TURKEY DAY gift to you, for convenience~! 8'D

I WILL BE OFF, NOW. IT IS A TIME FOR DANCING AND BEING HOME ALONE, NOT SITTING AND TYPING ENTRIES!! i hope you have a WONDERFUL HOLIDAY.

(...then again it's opposite day so WHO KNOWS. *shifty eyes*)

ZRI ASKED ME QUESTIONS FOR THE MEME. ;DD HERE YOU ARE~!!

( I'm the target market--there is no ~~DANGER.~~ )

THAT IS ALL. I should have just edited that entry with Chibi's questions, but oh well.

i don't feel like writing a "real" entry, anyway.

(DISCLAIMER: NO ONE ONLINE IS TO BE BLAMED FOR THIS. LMFAOOOO don't worry 8'D offline problems.)

What IS it about me that screams, "YES, I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT TO DO ABOUT YOUR ROMANTIC PROBLEMS, TEENAGE GIRLS GALORE?" Why do friends and family come to me with these ~~boy issues~~?? I don't think I give off the appearance of someone who knows everything there is to know about romance (though I'd like to ;D) and I don't think I come off as a particularly good LISTENER, ever (I'm always off in my own world 8D), so...

...what the hell?

Females who were once interesting and fun people to talk to now babble to me about their crushes and boyfriends. I, for one, am befuddled. When they ask me, "WHAT DO I DO??" i want to say, "I don't care. SHUT UP for one second and talk about something NORMAL. LMFAOOOO!!" oh, I love women. It's more than true. but every

SINGLE

DAMN CONVERSATION I HAVE WITH PEOPLE IS NOT ABOUT WOMEN. NO, REALLY--it's ~~NOT.~~ LMFAO. When I talk about what happened to me over the weekend, I am not going to take an otherwise normal event and warp it so that the whole story is riddled with romantic tension and my thoughts. I like to talk about music!! I like to talk about cartoons!! I like to talk about killers~! I LIKE TO TALK ABOUT GIRLS. But that's not the only thing I TALK about. wow.

D8

And, if you DO pester me into giving advice, and I give it just because you won't SHUT UP and stop ASKING ME AND LEAVE ME ALONE? Don't blame me for EVERYTHING THAT GOES WRONG AFTER I HAVE GIVEN THAT ADVICE. Especially not if I tell you I DON'T WANT TO BE BLAMED FOR YOUR STUPID ROMANTIC TROUBLES going in ;DD yyyyyes. Especially not when I DID NOT WANT TO GIVE YOU ADVICE IN THE FIRST PLACE. uuuuugghhhhhhhh especially not when I AM SO sick of you FREAKING OUT and OVERANALYZING THINGS ~~THAT~~ is your problem.

I'm no EXPERT, but uh... *cough* yeah I'm pretty sure men hate it when you do THAT. ;DDD

I should have told you to just throw him off a bridge 8'D Maybe you would've done THAT, and I would've gotten blamed for THAT TOO!!

fffff so emotional. "He ~~HELD~~ MY HAND. What does this MEAN??"

it means he held your hand. LMFAO. WHAT ELSE IS IT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? o_o

"He KISSED ME D8 what should I DO?"

...be thankful a man KISSED you? btw, kisses aren't that big of a deal. i could conceivably kiss any one of you and i wouldn't really think much of it!! LMFAOOOOOO beyond "oo, a KISS."

"HE IS NOT RESPONDING TO MY TEXTS D8 OH GOD I THINK HE'S ANGRY AT ME"

he could be busy. LMFAOOOOOO and if not, it was YOUR!! fault. YOU!! took action. YOU!! were the one FREEEAKING OUT. ugjhkhk

"...I wouldn't freak out, you just met. LMFAOOOO!!!" "...YES BUT WHAT DO I SAY??" "...YOU JUST MET THIS PERSON. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IF YOU'LL END UP ~~LIKING~~ HIM." "...YES I DO I CAN TELL WHAT DO I SAY??"

...

i am not your therapist 8D odd for a person with an interest in psychology to say, but

I AM NOT YOUR THERAPIST.

...oh, and saying, "When you realize YOU AND LENA AREN'T GOING TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER, don't come crying to me" and any VARIANT of that?? ;D is smooth. I COMMEND YOU!!! LMFAO SRSLY.

LMFAOOOOOO now, to do something else~! Forget about stupidity--there's FAILURE DISEASE afoot. ;D RP TIME.

Comment on this entry with the words "RELAX TOMATOES!!!!" and I'll ask you five questions. ;D Post the answers to the questions in your journal along with the instructions and HAVE FUN~!! *SKIPS*

THE MUFFIN ASKED:

( Iron lemonade... WASH MY FRIENDS AWAAAAY. ;D )

NOW, GO AHEAD. I'LL ASK AWAY!! I have nothing more to say. :D

POSTING IT HERE SO THAT ~~EVERYONE~~ ON MY FRIENDS LIST CAN PARTICIPATE IF THEY WANT 8D may post it elsewhere ;DD

GO GO GO~!!

FIRST OFF...
...What's your name?
...Are we friends?
...How did we meet?
...How long have we been friends?
...What do you think of me ?
...Why?
...How long do you think our friendship will last?
...Why?
...What was your first impression?
...rate me [1-10]

DO YOU THINK I'M...
...fat?
...gay?
...sick minded//perv?
...embrassing to hang out with?
...cute or hot?
...smart?
...crazy?
...nice?
...a good friend?
...stupid?
...emotional?
...bossy?
...worth your time?

HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME...
...When's my birthday?
...What school do I go to?
...Do I have any siblings?
...Who is my best friend?
...Who am I crushing on//dating?
...Favorite color?
...What is my worst subject?
...Best subject?
...Favorite sport?
...Favorite song(s)?
...Who do i remind you of?
...What song would you dedicate to me?
...What song reminds you of me?

JUST A FEW QUESTIONS...
...What do you love about me?
...What is my best quality?
...If you could change one thing about me, what would it would be?

WOULD YOU...
...hug me?
...kiss me?
...miss me if I was gone?
...listen to my problems?
...go out with me if i asked you out?
...marry me?
...be my friend?
...be there for me?
...lend me money?
...die for me?
...lie to me?
...backstab me?
...watch a chick flick with me?

THAT IS ALL. i feel so bad whenever i post a meme. hmm